I'm angry!!! Very....fucking...angry!!!
Yesterday, I had alittle bit of money I could spend. Well, some of it was for gas and food, but anyway...I bought me Ingrid Michaelson's CD. Used my check card, Everything was OK. Go to the ATM to take out the rest of money ($100.00) and it said I had "insufficient funds". SOOOOO fucking wrong! I still had $100.00 in the bank. So, I called my "bank by phone" and it said that I had taken out the money. My blood is boiling at this point. I started shaking and everything.
So, I call the bank and report what happened. Called them about 30 minutes ago and I quote "You need to come to the bank and file a dispute". What the fuck?!? That was all the money I had and now i'm completely broke. No money for food, gas, whatever, till I get this straigthened out. Just peachy!
On top of that, I'm having urges to SI. I'm frustrated. I'm angry. I'm upset. I'm crying. All of those are bad things for me to feel. I'm supposed to have it together. To be the "strong" one. But right now....? I'm falling apart. I'm crying as I type this. Everything is falling on me and I can't deal with this.
One day is all I ask. One day to be happy. One day when something doesn't go wrong. That's all I want right now. Just one....day...for everything to be OK.
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